Today’s guest post is from my sister-in-law, another Ann-Marie, (though she spells it wrong 😀 😀 😀 )
The poem is short, but beautiful. And here it is…
December Blessings
At last I escape
from head wreck and heart ache
The bright blue skies balm to my soul
Gusty breezes toss up the crows like black confetti
The silver birches are shapely and clean
And there is the Oak, just quietly being,
witness to petty life
As always, I place my hand on its cracked bark
and soak in its power
It gathers up the wind and blows a blessing
through my hair
A quick commercial break from the December guest posts to share my joyous news. After 5 years I have finally got my second collection of short stories out on Kindle.
It’s called. A Sense of the Sea and other stories. The stories are the same mix of funny (hopefully) and heart warming. There are some darker themes too. The last few years have had an impact on my writing and it has been very therapeutic to explore some themes of grief and death through these tales.
The book is available on Kindle now and will be available in paperback in the New Year. Click here to take a peak.
And of course my first book is there too, relaunched earlier this year. If you’ve never tried it click here to see that one… 🙂
There’s a handy hint for gifting Kindle book… You’ll find that if you click here. Books are lovely pressies, and ebooks are good for the purse.
Thank you lovely readers for your encouragement and support in 2018. There are some great guest posts coming over the next couple of weeks. Hope you enjoy them.
I’m afraid I ran out of time, so my series on Isaiah is on hold for now. I’ll be back to it in January.
At the moment I’m up to my armpits in National Novel Writing Month 2018. The challenge to write 50,000 words in 30 days. If you’re looking at this on a laptop or computer screen, you’ll see to the right hand side my NaNoWriMo total so far. Just under 15k as I type. I’m really enjoying the story, and the more I write, the more it unfolds for me.
I’ve played around with cover art. and I’ve written a blurb. It might change, but here it is for now…
Molly is a school teacher who lives alone in the house her parents raised her. A solicitor’s letter informs her she has been anonymously bequeathed ‘Gorse Lodge’, the old Gatekeeper’s Lodge of the nearby Hepworth Estate. The terms of the legacy state that she cannot sell it until she has lived in it for 12 months. But it is in disrepair, and the only way she can afford to renovate it, is to sell her parents’ house. Together with Maggie, a homeless woman who has been in Molly’s life (and kitchen) for as long as she can remember, and Richard, Molly’s friend and colleague, she tries to find her mystery benefactor; and work out if Gorse Lodge is a millstone around her neck or the opportunity of a lifetime.
During December, I’m inviting writers to contribute to a series of guests posts. Would you be interested? 300-500 words on the theme of winter or Christmas. Drop a comment below if you’re up for it.
I have the immense pleasure of starting the blog tour celebrating the launch of the accompanying hardback book to the Chaiya Art Awards exhibition, ‘Where is God in our 21st century world?’ written by Ann Clifford. The awards website tells us this book is “for the curious and open-minded, for people of all faiths and none. It is bursting with richness and diversity, vulnerability and exploration, colour and fragility, treasure and beauty.”
It showcases more than 60 of the shortlisted artworks.
It’s not easy for me to sum up how I feel about this book. I was moved through so many emotions and reactions. Some images I swept past in an instant. Others held me. One thing I do know, it is a book I will look at and share often. Very moving and thought provoking, and potentially the best conversation starter about things of faith that I’ll ever come across.
There were some poignant examples of ‘Kintsugi’, which is mending a broken item using gold. Making that item more valuable after the mending. The piece I’d love most to see in real life is, ‘The Storm’ by Chris Evans-Roberts. I almost dismissed ‘Koryo’- an image taken in North Korea by Yue Wang, as simply a tourist’s photo. But there’s a powerful underlying significance that once you see, you can’t unsee. ‘Grenfell 2017’, by Matthew Askey, is a deep and dark portrayal of that awful tragedy, which brought me to tears. ‘The Real Thing’, by Simon Shepherd and ‘The Last Fish Supper’, by Gina Parr – well I couldn’t decide if they were comical, challenging, ironic or just plain irreverent.
My favourite though, was a work in oil on canvas called, ‘Seek and You Shall Find’. It was painted by Karl Newman, and stopped me in my tracks as I looked through the book. I got to ask the artist some questions and am delighted to share his answers with you.
photo credit by Jonny Back
1. Karl, your painting grabbed me the moment I saw it. I spent ages looking at it and through it, and have come back to it many times. Congratulations on being a finalist in this award-winning collection. How does it feel?
Thanks. It actually felt very good to be a part of the Chaiya Arts Awards exhibition. I occasionally enter similar competitions and I’m not always selected and so I certainly wasn’t assuming that I would be selected for this exhibition. When I saw my painting in the show I was really pleased to see it placed as prominently as it was. It made me smile inside to think that this little fishing hut that I’ve known since childhood and which is really remote is placed facing the Thames under the Oxo tower on London’s Southbank. You really couldn’t get a greater contrast!
2. I was struck by the concept of peace needing to be “sought” in the busyness of life. Is this your own personal experience?
Yes, I think it is my experience that you have to find a place of peace. I don’t think peace is something we are entitled to or that comes knocking on our doors. We have to seek it out. And then it’s very easy to lose your peace in a world that crowds in, demands time, energy and resources. Being quiet, getting away from things and resting are important for wellbeing and for creativity. We have our best ideas when we are relaxed and resting not when we are tired and stressed.
3. I love the layers in the image. Did you see the image layer by layer, or was it all there before you started to work?
That’s interesting. For this image in particular the painting process was one of revealing and disguising in equal measure. I’d make a mark and then paint over it, scraping, scratching, smearing the paint in a variety of ways to try to find the feel of the dense forest I was trying to depict. Working in this way helped me to think about the subject, of seeking and finding. That is literally what I was trying to do, I was seeking the image I saw in my mind and then in the end, partially finding it. I started with the most distant layer, the sky and worked forwards. The red shoes were painted last.
I work in a tiny studio and so most of the time I am really close to the surface of the painting and I don’t see the image as a whole until I carry the canvas outside where I can stand back. Over the years of working in this way I think I have focussed more and more on the surface and I love what paint does when it is applied layer upon layer. I get very absorbed in the process of applying and manipulating paint and lose sight of the overall image, which is why in this case I chose such a simple, solid composition with the fishing hut placed centrally and the triangular shape of its roof the focal point. It allowed me the freedom to play with the paint and colours in order to achieve the feel I was after.
photo credit: Jonny Back
4. What other piece in the collection has impressed you most ? Would you share with us why?
There were several works that I really liked. I think Marian Wouda’s sculpture ‘The Other Lamb’ is a particularly compelling piece. It’s an ambiguous image, beautifully made with plaster and straw, which asks questions of the viewer. Is it sleeping peacefully, or is it dead? It invites interpretation. Within the context of this exhibition and the question asked of the participating artists it alludes to John the Baptist’s proclamation ‘Behold the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world’. It is a powerful and arresting piece that I find myself drawn to more as time passes. It isn’t a work that draws attention to itself initially.
5. Is art your main expression of faith? Has it always been?
I guess so; both making and seeing art. Images resonate with me, they gain traction and meaning in my life as time passes and I find myself repeating motifs in my own work. Viewing work and making my own paintings allows me to meditate on things, issues, ideas and on God too, it is an art form that is not hurried by the constraints of time as theatre, dance or watching a film are. The act of making art is itself an act of faith, of reaching for something that doesn’t yet exist. Faith and imagination are closely linked and therefore I think God often speaks to us through the arts.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us Karl, and congratulations again.
So there you have it folks. The blog tour is well and truly off and running. Make sure to keep and eye on the other blog posts as the tour goes on, by going to the web addresses on the list or following #isGod21
You can follow Karl Newman on Twitter. The photographer for the exhibition was Jonny Back
Where is God in our 21st Century World? (ISBN: 9781909728905, Non- fiction, paperback, 96pp, £15.99) by Ann Clifford was published by Instant Apostle on 21 September 2018. It is available from bookshops, online retailers and the Chaiya Art Awards website.
It took me to chapter 13 to really dig in and commit to seeking God in this Book. I wanted to know how these ancient words could speak in to the things hanging on my heart. So I began to pray about specific issues I’m facing, not having much confidence that there would be any connection.
One of the things troubling me lately is how different my writing became after experiencing tragic and sad loss late 2013/early 2014.
I’ve always said, ‘unless the Lord builds the house’, I write in vain; that includes the devotional and fiction work. The short stories have changed because I have changed. Mixed in with the regular light-hearted fun stuff, is murder, death, loss and mental confusion.
As I prepare to publish the collection – the question won’t leave me… Can a story about murder please God?
Chapters 14, 15 and 16 of Isaiah talk of terrible destruction. Murder, rape and devastation. I find it hard to see how the narrating of those actions are glorifying to Him. Yet – He commanded Isaiah to say those things. No wonder Isaiah didn’t want the job . Did he know what God would ask him to say?
When meditating on those chapters, I dared to wonder if this answered the question of my altered writing voice?
I still want to reflect redemption, forgiveness and second chances, as these are God’s gifts to his people. But Isaiah has shown me, sometimes there is murder. Sometimes there is destruction; devastation that no one can make sense of.
I’ve experienced loss. Senseless, pointless, faith-bruising grief. It came out in the stories I wrote afterwards. I don’t think there was much of that the first time around. I’ve changed as a writer.
Until reading those chapters in Isaiah, I wasn’t sure if those stories were from God, or even ok with Him. But I dare to think they are. Sometimes the hard story needs to be told. It has to come out to begin the journey back from it. The words need to be allowed to come out. Ugly, scary, uncomfortable as they are.
Just cos the story is gory, does it mean it’s Godless?
I hope God is ok with the new voice. I’ve always wanted him to lead my storytelling. I pray he continues to do so.
So… how do you feel about some of the horrible stories in the Bible? Do you find it hard to reconcile some of Scripture’s more gory stories?
No, this is not a post about a new Dan Brown novel. Or an episode of The Big Bang Theory!
Read the title again — it totally could be though, right?
Anyway, you’ll be glad (or disappointed) to know it is just my preamble to sharing my thoughts on my recent studies in the Book of Isaiah.
I’ve had messages saying that some of you lovely folk are looking forward to it. That is wonderful, and a bit scary. One of those #nopressure moments!
So I thought I should introduce the series by giving caveat in advance 🙂
I’m no expert in the Book of Isaiah, and though I’ll check my conclusions against commentaries as I go, it’ll be a very personal take on what I’ve read. I’ve been praying about specific things in my readings, and I believe God has spoken through His Word. You may read one of the posts and think “that verse DOESN’T say THAT.” By all means you are free to challenge me and question my ponderings.
But be gentle.
I have a BTh and a Post Grad Dip in Applied Theology, but the more I study, all I know is I know very little. I have prayed and read, and been blessed. I’m eager to share the blessing.
This blog has been going for about 6 years and as far as I can remember, this is my first efforts towards a series of Bible study posts. Like I said, I’m all for interactive Bible study, so do chip in 🙂
I’ve been spending time in the Book of Isaiah. Some of it has been hard going, but ultimately inspiring and challenging. So much so that I’m going to do a short series of blog posts during September and October – sharing some of the blessings I’ve received 🙂
I hope you enjoy it, and would love to hear your thoughts on the posts.
In the mean time, I’m over on the UK Association of Christian Writers blog today. Click here to read the article. See you in September. x
One of the things I miss about Ireland is the connections I made in the writing world. It has taken a while for me to build a network again, but last week I felt like I’d made a some progress.
I have to work hard to make time for writing these days. Me and my hectic life… I bring it to God every so often, questioning why I want to write so much, but how he has filled my life with so many other things it’s being pushed out. Yet He compels me to write. One of the many, ‘what’s that about?’ moments of life.
Last week I managed to have two opportunities to read my work. It’s been such a long time, I’d almost forgotten how 😀
On Thursday morning, I visited NHSound, Neville Hall’s hospital radio station. The show is called The Writers Room, it’s hosted by the lovely Gill Garrett and is broadcast every Thursday morning from 10-12. Last week’s programme was a special NHS 70th birthday show. As a writer and a mega user (and fan) of the NHS, I got to share a bit about both of those things on the show. It came just a few days after the anniversary of my surgery. It’s the same date as the beloved’s birthday, so always a bitter-sweet day. My time in the RGH all those years ago was on my mind anyway. It was great to be able to say thank you to the NHS, and be a small part of the national birthday celebrations.
Then on Saturday, along with fellow members of the Newport Writers, I read in the Spoken Word tent at the Maindee Festival. It was a fabulous event full of noise and colour. The smell of fabulous food and sound of eclectic music made for a vibrant atmosphere. It was a hot day, and the spoken word tent was like a sauna, but worth sticking with to hear such a great mix of stories and poetry.
I go through stages where I think it’s pointless keeping up with the writing lark. I’m making slow to no process. But lately I’m finding I enjoy it just because I enjoy it – and out of the blue, popped up some writing opportunities. Two in one week. I’m thankful to God for the encouragement. I’ll keep scribbling away and wait for the next bus 🙂
Have you ever read the story of the widow and the small jar of oil? You’ll find it at the beginning of 2 Kings 4. A woman whose husband had died, was left to deal with his debt. In that place and time, debt that could not be repaid, was dealt with in human life. The woman was awaiting the debt collector, who was on their way to take her two sons away, as payment. She cried out to Elisha, and his response was to ask her what she had. Her answer… a small amount of oil.
I worry that I’m spreading myself to thin these days. I’m just so busy all the time and my to-do list is endless. There just isn’t enough of me to go around. I worry that I’m not putting my heart and soul in to anything, cos I feel I can’t put it fully into everything. They say you should do 1 or 2 tasks to completion, rather than have 10 tasks on the go, but my life at the moment is not so straightforward. There isn’t much I can put down.
So I’m praying for some oil. Not just any old oil, a portion of oil that looks small and is worth little, but that will last; the way it lasted for the woman in the Bible story. Elisha sent out for jars. As they kept coming the oil kept coming; jar after jar. When there were no more jars, there was no more oil. The amount of oil was not endless, it was enough.
I used to think I needed endless supplies of everything to be happy. Loads of money, loads of time, loads of food, loads of technology, loads of ‘contacts’, loads of people and activity around me all the time. I’m working on changing my mindset and remembering that I just need enough.
At the moment, my severe shortage is time. I’ve been challenged recently by a friend’s use of hers. She is so super organised, and after reading about how she plans her day, I actually felt like half a person for a couple of days. In no way did she set out to make me feel like that. I was intrigued and asked her to tell me more about her daily planning. (You know that thing about being careful what you ask for…) I doubt I’d ever be able to get to where she is, but her system has challenged me to make better use of my time.
As part of that, I’m going to ask God to keep stretching my portion of oil for as long as I have jars to fill it. I DO NOT have enough time to get it all done, so I’m going to need some help while I try to get organised.
I don’t need tons. I just need enough.
I just need what I have to stretch a bit, until the jars stop coming!
I hope you’re intending on reading a book today. Here are some suggestions…
My book… The Long & The Short of it… my 1st collection of short stories, published at the end of 2013. I’m currently editing my second collection and very excited to release it to the word soon…
The book of the moment… New Life: Reflections for Lent… I’m delighted to be part of the Association of Christian Writers and proud to have a piece in this Lent anthology. All the more because I’m in the company of some great writing and writers.
Next book on the TBR pile… Lincoln: The biography of a writer… I’m cannot wait to get stuck into this. I had no idea that Lincoln was a writer. I mentioned the book in passing to my brother in law, and lo! I got it as a Christmas present. I confess, it has skipped the queue 🙂
My fave fiction book… Pride and Prejudice… Jane Austen is incomparable, IMO. She writes her time, culture and characters in the most excellent way. It’s the best fiction read of my life, and the one book I’ve read more than any other.
My fave true book… The Bible… God’s Word! I love it. I should love it more. I pray God gives me a hunger for it every day.
Whether you read fiction or fact, make sure to do some reading today. If you’ve read a book and can recommend it, please leave a review. Some people think, if they can’t leave a five star review then they shouldn’t leave one at all. I disagree. An honest review of whatever star rating you deem the book worth, is the best gift a writer can receive.
So, read a book, buy a book, borrow a book, review a book, and if you’ve got one burning inside you… write a book.